Sleepy

Life asks us constantly, in a million ways a minute, whether we want to open more, whether in this moment we are willing to change even slightly and grow through the process.

I'm just momentarily wondering whether the effort required to ignore / squash/ abandon/ deny/ not notice, is exactly equal to the effort required to allow / make the change.

Am I afraid to choose change for fear of becoming too fluid? Yeah that would make sense...

I used to do this on faith, this is where my faith lies, somewhere in the process of life, in surrendering to the fluid changes of existence.

In this moment the answer seems obvious, that in truth the effort required to not change is hugely greater than the effort required to surrender to change.

A million ways a minute...how wonderful would that be!